FOREST (here)

Can I make my own way Is there anyone to blame Will I see another day Here Here Here Right here I'm lost out here can I make my own way no not here is there anyone to blame no not here will I see another day no not here right here where I stand ain't nobody to hold right here where I stand ain't nobody can hope right here where I stand ain't nobody gonna show me the way outta door 'cause I'm in the middle of nowhere I call it here Here Here that's all I know here I see the birds fly across the gray sky I see the worst nights come in without a sight I feel the cold breeze whipping me through the leaves I'm sure I'm seeing things and no it's not a dream I walked a long way but I don't see anything ahead I thought I might be better if I paid my way I'm now lost and I bet I really am the only one because I don't feel the pain when I'm with somebody else Here Where I stand alone right Here The only one in the middle of right Here The only breath I hear Here but I don't wanna be here so get me out get me out of this zone I need some help me out help me out of this world anybody hear me out hear me out hear me out can you lift me up lift me up from above cause I don't wanna be here I don't wanna be here I don’t wanna be here I don’t wanna be here Don’t wanna be here here Would it be better for me to not see to not sin could I ever believe what it means to be me I don't want to be told what to do but behold If the Lord said stay will I be able to pray right here where I stand with nobody to hold right here where I stand and nobody can hope right here where I stand and nobody's gonna show me the way out what if I never make it out at all can we ever be okay be okay even after all the sin we make sin we make I don't really want to be afraid be afraid but it's hard to always keep it straight keep it straight in the middle of the shame only I'm to blame when I don't know what to do every night and day I know I keep going astray in every other way and so I can't complain at all when I'm in pain