What If?

Been disconnected for so long And left my mark here along the way So many years have come and gone So many fears have remained the same I see a faith I swim and play Yet drowning all possibilities Beyond what I believe and know I cut the cord free of home again It turns to silence A silence sometimes I can hear Internal violence A struggle deep within what if What if I leave, could I still breathe What if I breathe, could I still be And if I leave, would I be me I lost my hope along the way I lost my hope along the way It turns to silence A silence sometimes I can hear Internal violence A struggle deep within what if What if I leave, could I still breathe What if I breathe, could I still be And if I leave, would I be me What if What if What if It turns to silence A silence sometimes I can hear Internal violence A demon deep within what if What if I leave, could I still breathe What if I breathe, could I still be And if I leave, would I be me What if What if What if