SAN MARCOS

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks Flood down some veins like oxy does I need fresh air I need oxygen Who the hell you foolin' It's so obvious I don't feel it I don't see it this is blasphemy I can't help but feel like you is after me Is you drinking for the pain Is you drinking for fun There's a party outside 'til the morning gon' come Is you dancing all alone Is you dancing for someone There's a party outside know the night is young Is you having fun Say it with your chest say it with your chest pray to work again Puttin' diamonds on my back puttin' diamonds on my back yeah Say it with your chest say it with your chest pray to work again Puttin' diamonds on my back puttin' diamonds on my back yeah But you know if I waste my time Talking 'bout what ain't mine And you know I'll be last in line Just like last last night I said I said Who that Who that Who that Who that Lurking in the shadows Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows They wanna blackball me but I held my avocados Then they melt down like the hash we mix in our tobacco Circle tighter than the Castro they feeding you Castrol You'd think that it's gas you turn the key it's a fiasco Could be stronger than vibranium don't mean that I ain't fragile Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles But you know if I waste my time Talking 'bout what ain't mine And you know I'll be last in line Just like last last night Suicidal thoughts but I won't do it Take that how you want it's important I admit it I'm afraid of commitment don't know how to fix it Maybe codependent can't tell the difference When the push comes to shove I'd rather bend than break But something's gotta give ain't that what you say When you're torn between reality and a choice you could have made Or I should have made they're not the same I'm not the same Maybe I'm broken either way I'm clinging on closely I know it's unhealthy appreciate your patience I know that I'm selfish do my best to be selfless I know that I'm changing I know that I'm changing I want more out of life than this I want more I want more I want more out of life than this I want more I want more I want more out of life than this I want more I want more I want more out of life than this I want more I want more I want more out of life than this I want more I want more I want more out of life than this I want more I want more