Doesn't Matter

Mmm what's it like To not have to think about it It seems nice Not a care so quiet Maybe I'm consumed by my mental Does it hurt me Maybe oh well If I medicate would it help me 'Cause I'm hurting I feel unwell You know how I feel You've told me before Although my fears are real The things I fear are not I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters Check that Have to check that the oven is off This happens every night Sometimes you tell me off Maybe I'm consumed by my mental Does it hurt me Maybe oh well If I medicate would it help me 'Cause I'm hurting I feel unwell You know how I feel You've told me before Although my fears are real The things I fear are not I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters I know it doesn't matter I know it doesn't matter None of this even matters You say Why are you thinking these things These things How do I even explain Explain You're scared of almost everything Everything I know and it's really a drain A drain Hide under a pillow Pillow Something's at the window Window I'm too scared to check though Now I'm crossing my fingers Flicking off the switches Is my house filled with witches What is my mind What is it like To unwind What's it like