I Am

I've never felt so alive I've never had to run and hide look things I want I cannot have The things I need are all so bad What you say I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been My best excuse is that I'm drained From everything that keeps me sane My sickness keeps me in control From everything you'll What you say I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been Does it make you happy Does it make you mad Why am I still laughing Look at what you had Does it make you feel good Does it make you sick That you knew that I would Be the one to trip I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been I could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been you could've been No Control now that's lought Now Control