Secret`s Safe

I dug myself out of my grave A box of pine and dirt remain And every insecurity I've left there with it I laughed at every word you said With sparking eyes, a handsome head And confidence we'll perfect The things you see are nothing like me I'll leave it all behind and justify it just between you and me I buried all the misery, but it's clawing back now It's every move and everything you do You'll never make me forget the things I've seen I know my secret's safe with me I took the stairs, I climbed so high On every floor I told a lie And at the top I tried to fly But stayed here with you The door keeps opening It brings a gust of cold and crawling skin I'm comfortable but I just sinned silently And that's just like me I'll leave it all behind and justify it just between you and me I buried all the misery, but it's clawing back now It's every way you move and everything you do You'll never make me forget the things I've seen I know my secret's safe with me Fail me, spill me Leave this mess behind You may not have a lot to give But I'll still take it Make me, hate me Bottle me up inside It's better there than where I've been A perfect heart I never was I lied to everyone I loved It made them love me even more And made me hate myself I'll leave it all behind and justify it just between you and me I buried all the misery, but it's clawing back now It's every way you move and everything you do You'll never make me forget the things I've seen I know my secret's safe with me