middle of the end (how does it feel)

I know I do it to myself I know I'm putting you through hell If you could see inside my shell You'd see that I'm in hell as well I know our time is running thin Where did we start, where do we end? I say I'd do it all again But I hate paying for my sins [Pre-Chorus] So I just close the door When I can't give no more [Chorus] 'Cause all I do is get fucked up Go to bed, wake up and repeat it Lost boy, I don't wanna feel no love Spending too much time with my demons When it all comes down, you're gonna thank me Know it hurt but it was for a reason Too deep, I don't think you can save me You can't wait for me to believe it [Post-Chorus] So how doеs it feel? Now you'll never be ablе to forget me Swallowing pills Try to forget 'cause I hate remembering And everything you said It tears me apart, I can't keep pretending How does it feel To be stuck in the middle of the ending? [Verse 2] And I said I'll try it 'til the end I broke my back to comprehend All of the things I can't defend But it's just easy to pretend And I'm not myself when I'm upset So I drink all day 'til I forget And I'm not quite sure what you expect You fell in love with my regrets [Pre-Chorus] So I just close the door When I can't give no more [Chorus] 'Cause all I do is get fucked up Go to bed, wake up and repeat it Lost boy, I don't wanna feel no love Spending too much time with my demons When it all comes down, you're gonna thank me Know it hurt but it was for a reason Too deep, I don't think you can save me You can't wait for me to believe it [Post-Chorus] So how does it feel? Now you'll never be able to forget me Swallowing pills Try to forget 'cause I hate remembering And everything you said It tears me apart, I can't keep pretending How does it feel To be stuck in the middle of the ending? How does it feel To be stuck in the middle of the ending?