Scared To Be Happy

They say when you break up you break up two times The first when you leave the last time you cry I haven't cried over you in a while now But that's not to say you with her didn't hurt Hundreds of nightmares I ran through the worst Breaking old habits learning not to need you I could see a whole life we're together And you took it from it give it all away to her And damn it hurt So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy Maybe it's 'cause I know you won't be the one I call When I'm stuck in traffic after hours someone's cut me off No I don't need you in those moments anymore I should wanna party but that means I'm moving on forever And I've thrown away everything we used to be No I'm not ready to admit that I don't need you anymore I could see a whole life we're together But you took it from it give it all away to her And damn it hurt I used to love so hard that to lose you would be impossible But I guess I've proven me wrong And damn I'm strong So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy So why now that I'm moving on am I sad to let go And why now that I'm letting go am I scared to be happy They say when you break up you break up two times The first when you leave the last time you cry I haven't cried over you in a while now