Stop The Rain (TABLO X RM)

Hello, rainy day Tablo RM I’m all in with a losing hand Teachers called me Rebel Parents called me Lost Pastors called me Devil Had me kneelin’ at the cross Since I was a young’un I was called names and bossed around Back to the wall so long Call me pain’s poster child Religious home, times were different They told me I was gifted But to unwrap my mind was wicked I was raised by guilt Raised by shame Raised by the rod Bloody calves sacrificed in the name of their God They claimed it was love Felt like heartbreak to me Later they’d say, “Baby all your scars are to teach and remind you, you can soar higher.” What good's a bird’s eye view when you're in a hunter’s crossfire? Sometimes I wished I got crushed in the womb Turned to dust in the womb My scent of youth, an ungodly perfume No wonder I’ve always hated the adults in the room The rain The rain will fall And tomorrow may not come But maybe the tears will fall To wash the pain away I’m tryna stop the rain I know what it feel like Can’t run away from the pain I feel like I'm goin insane Bad thoughts fillin’ up my brain Demons swimmin’ inside my veins Two seconds from fallin’ into nothing Can’t run away from the pain I'm tryna stop the rain When I was a kid I was convinced that I was destined for the 27 club I’m 29 sinkin’ in the bathtub Sippin' gin, lookin’ for another club All the lost was a lust Dust into dust Stray after stable 다시 덫 뒤에 덫 And every night, I put my shadows on But you know how much I hate my status quo “Be positive.” I know But you gotta know my life is out of love All the lessons learned already, comin’ out of trust Keep my mind steady but it’s hard to readjust Nothing stops time but the clock will turn to rust Pain and rain, they still stay the same Got me lookin for the exit just to entertain Pain and rain, think I’m goin’ insane Gotta turn off my phone tonight Can’t run away from the pain I feel like I'm goin insane Bad thoughts fillin’ up my brain Demons swimmin’ inside my veins Two seconds from fallin’ into nothin’ Can’t run away from the pain I'm tryna stop the rain I'm tryna stop the rain I'm tryna stop the rain