Letter to God (1998)

Please God or whoever you are Please God or whoever you are Please God or whoever you are Please God or whoever you are These days, I get less calls, 'cause no one wants to hear my voice I miss the days when I was gettin' texts that I could just avoid And I've been trying to be calm and not preemptively destroyed I wonder who here really loves me or who wants to be employed Every time I'm in the real world, I just end up paranoid I stay at home all by my lonesome with my little baby boy And I watch him on the kitchen floor, he's playing with his toys And I don't ever wanna leave him, but I don't think it's my choice So, I'm basking in these moments where I feel a shred of joy But I don't think my pleads are heard Because I'm screamin' in the void I'm screamin' Please God, oh, you've gotta be sick Why do you make it hurt and why's it over so quick? Please God, I'm finally loved I finally found somebody I don't want to get rid of Please God, is it busy up there? You took a little while to respond to my prayer Please God, no, this doesn't seem fair I'm trying not to show it but I'm terribly scared Please God or whoever you are Please God or whoever you are Please God or whoever you are