LONELY AND F*CKED UP

Where you goin' Why you leavin' The fuck is up I feel your soul here with me but your body's gone When I'm alone I feel you near I feel you close It feels so wrong it's been some years still I don't know Where you went and who what and When I close my eyes I see somethin' I don't like Wake up and I still hate what I've become I can't believe my eyes Blacked out drunk I'm numb I'm dumb high Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would I know I said that I'd change but I never could I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up I've never been the same ever since I lost one All that I ever wanted was to be just loved oh oh I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'm realizing now that I need your love Shadows over my heart got nobody to trust All that I ever wanted was to be just loved oh oh I never thought that I'd be here Oh oh and still feel lost It don't feel right without you here It don't I need your love Thought I was good but I was wrong I thought Drownin' my thoughts in Hennessy prayin' to God Askin' myself Where'd I go wrong I tried but I can't find I said I'm fine I lied I know that I was wrong and it hurts to know you were right Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would Oh no I know I said that I'd change but I never could I'm still lonely and fucked up Oh yeah And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up I've never been the same ever since I lost one Ooh All that I ever wanted was to be just loved oh oh I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'm realizing now that I need your love Shadows over my heart got nobody to trust All that I ever wanted was to be just loved oh oh