Worse

And I tried everyday to be the best I can Until the day you came along And then I spent some time worrying who I am And if I could be good enough You left you said it's no ones fault That I am just too good for you So now I'm trying to get worse I'm just trying to get worse I know that what you said don't make no sense at all I Think I said it once myself before But somehow I can't stop I wanna spiral Until we're on the same level You left you said it's no ones fault That I am just too good for you So now I'm trying to get worse I'm just trying to get worse And I can't help but daydream turning you away When you really need me But I know that all the good hearted part of me Would say please stay So I'm trying to get worse I'm trying to get worse I'm trying to get worse I'm just trying to get worse