Simulation

It seems I should have walked away Reverse the wager I've no means to pay Toto has pulled back the green tonight, in sight Blue pills coat with such disdain I've worn the shades for so long That I've forgotten how to see The curtain rises but who dares to pull the strings I know this may be hard for you to believe, and all But you only exist because we allow it I've questioned all the voices in my head Are they mine or have I been misled Total understanding don't seem to mean a thing When you can't see behind the silver screen, a figurine Can't you hear me scream By the way of cosmic rays A subtle breakdown jarred the code display A simulation as I can tell, our cell Playing out a hopeless scene We stand to lose all our charm And faith just seems to wane A billion years can seem a stunningly short time You've been beaten down time and time again But still, you find yourself at the center of it all I've questioned all the voices in my head Are they mine or have I been misled Total understanding don't seem to mean a thing When you can't see behind the silver screen, a figurine Can't you hear me scream You hear me You had one thing to do - one thing And you fucked it up Fucked up You piece of shit Nurse, patient 666158 needs to be sedated We need 500 CCs of Blue Comfort Oh, hello there, dearie I've been expecting you Posturing the way I feel Is truth only what we believe is real Marvel the sketches that paint the night, starlight And take a breath before it's all erased away