So I Lie

Peel me apart all my layers All of my fears all my pride They say Laugh now and cry later I can't ignore how I feel inside Laugh and the world will laugh too Cry and the world laughs at you girl So I lie to myself Let's be real I'm afraid of how I feel So I lie to my friends But they can tell Just a shell of who I am when I lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie Yeah yeah yeah Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie I can barely breathe treading water Smile on my face while I'm turning blue Nobody cares just work harder I do what I can to avoid the truth Laugh and the world will laugh too Cry and the world laughs at you girl So I lie to myself Let's be real I'm afraid of how I feel So I lie to the world They can see they can see right through me when I lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie Yeah yeah yeah Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie Avoided faults and doubts mutate to poison Then loaded thoughts explode at ones I love I wanna face myself but I keep running To shifty patterns I become when I lie So I lie to myself Let's be real just afraid of how I feel So I lie to my friends But you can tell Just a shell of who I am when I lie To the world They can see they can see right through me when I lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie Yeah yeah yeah Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie I'm not complaining I'm just chilling from not dealing with myself That's the villain in my soul Plus I hate to ask for help I'm not complaining I'm just chilling from not dealing with myself That's the villain in my soul Plus I hate to ask for help Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie Yeah yeah yeah Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie