Alive and Unwell

I don't wanna wake up Can't cover up the pain with my make-up All these strangers rip me to shreds The beauty of the internet But I don't make it better You know I never have my shit together I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job I'm a disappointment to my mom [Pre-Chorus] Think that I might lose it Damn, I feel so insecure If you ask me how I'm doing One, two One, two, three, four [Chorus] I'm alive and unwell Some days I fucking hate myself No, magic pill is gonna help But at least I'm thriving in hell Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up Ruining everything I touch I'm a hot mess, but guess what I don't give a fuck [Post-Chorus] Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Alive and unwell Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Alive and unwell [Verse 2] It is what it is, I am who I am You can tell me what to do But I won't listen I'm a lost cause I'm a bit depressed I'm the worst even at my best [Pre-Chorus] Think that I might lose it Damn I feel so insecure If you ask me how I'm doing One, two One, two, three, four [Chorus] I'm alive and unwell Some days I fucking hate myself No magic pill is gonna help But at least I'm thriving in hell Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up Ruining everything I touch I'm a hot mess, but guess what I don't give a fuck [Post-Chorus] Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Alive and unwell Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Alive and unwell [Outro] I'm alive and unwell Oh, oh, oh-oh Alive and unwell