Jocelyn Flores

I know you so well so well I mean I can do anything that he can I've been pretty I know you're somewhere somewhere I've been trapped in my mind girl just holding on I don't wanna pretend we're something we're nothing I've been stuck thinking 'bout her I can't hold on I'll be feeling I'm in pain wanna put ten shots in my brain I've been trippin' 'bout some things can't change Suicidal same time I'm tame Picture this in bed get a phone call Girl that you fucked with killed herself That was this summer when nobody helped And ever since then man I hate myself Wanna fuckin' end it pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to piss in But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin' Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions Fuckin' sickenin' at the same time Memories surface through the grapevine 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot Post traumatic stress got me fucked up Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up I'll be feelin' pain I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same I'm so numb I'll be feelin' pain I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same I'm so numb I know you so well I know you girl I mean I can do better than he can I've been pretty I know you so well