All I Ever Wanted

I lie here alone and wonder why That I come alive, just before I have to hide. Because I believe I'm losing my nerve But could I ever do better than this Because all I ever wanted was a place to call my home To shelter me when I am there and to miss me when I'm gone All I ever wanted was a place to call my own Where stars may dance and sun still shines and the storms feel free to roam I listen if only for a while But I can't decide if I'm aware that I'm on trial If there's a way to a remedy then lead me straight to it If there's a path or a door I missed , then show me now, show me this Feel free when I am gone