She Lays Down

she lays down on her bedroom floor The chemicals that make her laugh Don't seem to be working anymore She tries her best but it hurts her chest And even though her son is gone She'd like to love her child nevertheless My hair is brown she's scared to touch And she just wants to feel something And I don't think that's asking for too much And when I go to sleep it's when she begins to weep She's appalled by not loving me at all She wears a frown and dressing gown When she lays down Well we got a plane going to see my dad again She prayed that we fell from the sky Simply to alleviate the pain Over the water hmm Over terrain The engines all go bust we turned to dust And I've no reason to complain And in the end she chose cocaine But it couldn't fix her brain She's appalled oh she doesn't love me at all She wears a frown and dressing gown When she lays down