Sober

And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving So here I go with all my fears weighing on me Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers But I know it's never really over And I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing I want to get it right No comparing second guessing no not this time Three months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over no Wake up Three months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better yeah Three months and I still am Three months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months yeah three months Three months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months and I wake up Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers