Would Not Come

If I make a lot of tinsel then people will want to If I am hardened no fear of further abandonment If I am famous then maybe I'll feel good in this skin If I am cultured my words will somehow garner respect I would throw a party still it would not come I would bike run swim and still it would not come I'd go traveling and still it would not come I would starve myself and still it would not come If I am masculine I will be taken more seriously If I take a break it would make me irresponsible If I'm elusive I will surely be sought after often If I need assistance then I must be incapable I'd be filthy rich and still it would not some I would seduce then and still it would not come I would drink vodka and still it would not come I'd have an orgasm and still it wouldn't come If I accumulate knowledge I'll be impenetrable If I am aloof no one will know when they strike a nerve If I keep my mouth shut the boat will not have to be rocked If I am vulnerable I will be trampled upon I would go shopping and still it would not come I'd leave the country and still it would not come I would scream and rebel and still it would not come I would stuff my face and still it would not come I'd be productive and still it would not come I'd be celebrated still it would not come I'd be the hero and still it would not come I'd renunciate and still it would not come