Descend

Sitting back i only wish Today will turn out fine And wash away the stain The poison in my eyes What do you recommend? I feel my life descending I'm falling out of reach Catch me as i bleed (again) I"m not insane Can't reach the pain Chorus: If i could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that i keep I hate the way they are Their patronising thoughts Tried to get inside my head Ask the question i have read But one thing makes it hard Feel so fragile as i cry So confused yet so alive So abused the system lied You lied to me I'm not insane Can't reach the pain Chorus Alone ....alone Hands appeared around my neck Felt so hard to breathe i stared As my focus turned to haze I could see them I'm not insane Can't stand the pain Chorus