Idyll

Why am I still awake Fears and worries conversate I wanna be the captain In control of my fate Maybe I am wasting my time I don't want to believe That there is such a beautiful me Yea maybe there's a beauty Shining infinitely But will my sanity stay afloat Is it okay that I'm broken Is it okay to be tired Is it okay that I'm searchin' Is it okay that I cry Is it okay to feel somethin' Is it okay to be soft I'm not the one that I want to be No Is it okay that I'm hurtin' Is it okay to be meek Is it okay to be idyll Is it okay that I wait Wanna believe in somethin' Bigger and better than me I'm not the one that I want to be Maybe that's what I'm s'pposed to be I am living in faith Future glory I cannot make Believin' that spending time To live is not waste Know all things will Happen in time I'm just floating along Drifting in a lullaby song Daydreaming of a city gold Where night won't belong Dive in me I want to be known Is it okay that I'm broken Is it okay to be tired Is it okay that I'm searchin' Is it okay that I cry Is it okay to feel somethin' Is it okay to be soft I'm not the one that I want to be No Is it okay that I'm hurtin' Is it okay to be meek Is it okay to be idyll Is it okay that I wait Wanna believe in somethin' Bigger and better than me I'm not the one that I want to be Maybe that's what I'm s'pposed to be