Stockholm Syndrome

This is the first (thing I remember) now it's the last (thing left on my mind) afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper) an empty heart (replaced with paranoia) where do we go (life's temporary) after we're gone (like new years resolutions) why is this hard (do you recognize me) I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing) I'm so lost I'm barely here I wish I could explain myself but words escape me it's too late to save me you're too late you're too late You're cold with disappointment while I'm drowning in the next room the last contagious victim of this plague between us I'm sick with apprehension I'm crippled from exhaustion and I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me This is the first (thing I remember) now it's the last (thing left on my mind) afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper) an empty heart (replaced with paranoia) where do we go (life's temporary) after we're gone (like new years resolutions) why is this hard (do you recognize me) I know I'm wrong (but I can't help believing)