healthy habit

It's not a lack of options (I just get bored) And I don't see a problem (Pretending I'm yours) It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few) Like smoking in the kitchen and romanticizing you Sometimes (Sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself you were the best Sometimes (Sometimes) I forget why (I forget) I ever lived And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if, and I wonder if And I wonder if it's worth doing it again No, it's not desperation (When I do it) Harmless inspiration (Let a girl live) It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few) Like kissing random boys and pretending they're you Sometimes (Sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself (Myself) you were the best Sometimes (Sometimes) I forget why (I forget) I am alive And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if, and I wonder if And I wonder if it's worth doing it again You don't remember anything, do you? And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again And I wonder if it's worth doing again And I wonder if it's worth doing it again