Lost

(Ok) Feel small when I wear big clothes, feel old on my birthday Feel like if I use big words then you won't think I feel that way [Chorus] If Things are supposed to grow when they get older Why the hell do I still feel the same? Always (always) looks like I'm all by myself again Tryna' just feel like myself again Loud and free at 23, but I'm la-la-la-la-lost I could work and wish I'd fix the broken and I could try to pierce my nose again, dye my hair and search my soul cause' I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost [Verse 2] I'm insecure letting insides out, I think about myself too much I spent 5 damn days on this verse, and I still think the whole thing sucks [Chorus] If Things are supposed to grow when they get older Why the hell do I still feel the same? Always (always) looks like I'm all by myself again Tryna just feel like myself again Loud and free at 23, but I'm la-la-la-la-lost I could work and wish I'd fix the broken and I could try to pierce my nose again, dye my hair and search my soul cause' I'm la-la-la-La-la-la-la-la lost [Outro] La-la-la-la-la lost La-la-la-la-la I'm la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la lost