Doubts Even Here

Those steps which seem to take a lifetime When eyes just turn and stare The day begins, collapsing without warning You fade from sight - there's nothing there All hope allowed, it calls in answer daily The questions are on your side Deeply moved, beyond all consolation You felt the pulse now and the cry In my mind, thoughts are becoming clearer I'm watching every move you make Counting time spent in observation A single blow a false mistake Then you revealed to me All that I need to know now (The close went down to times too, too much behind us) Then please don't turn away, Why can't I talk to you now? (The number of forgotten years Where my honor isn't deepest Grows the deepest feeling and it Grieved for safety and despair) There's nowhere left to go Where is this taking her and how? (The torish threats forevermore Over our natural favor And us and he's and I'll fall Far in it, and it sees enough In our failures and it's not time.) There's nothing more I want To know beyond your trust now (I missed his promised time again For my friend) Don't throw our joy away Why must you just you leave now? (Has God forgotten to approach us? Has He rememberd to not despise us?) Memories are all that's left I need you near to me now (There, now, now, don't come to mind my deeds And call out in defiance of times gone by)