It`s Been Awhile

And it`s been a while since I could hold my head up high And it`s been a while since I first saw you And it`s been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again And it`s been a while since I could call you And everything I can`t remember It`s fked up as it always seems The consequences that are rendered I`ve stretched myself beyond my means And it`s been a while since I can say that I wasn`t addicted, and, And it`s been a while since I can say I love myself as well and It`s been a while since I`ve gone and fed things up just like I always do, And it`s been a while but all that st seems to disappear when I`m with you And everything I can`t remember, It`s fked up as it always seems, The consequences that I`ve rendered, I`ve gone and fked things up again, yeah Why must I feel this way, Just make this go away, Just one more peaceful day And it`s been a while since I could look at myself straight, And it`s been a while since I said I`m sorry, And it`s been a while since I`ve seen way the candles light your face, And it`s been a while but I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can`t remember, It`s fked up as it always seems, to be (I know it`s me) I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it`s been a while since I could hold my head up high, And it`s been a while since I said I`m sorry