If I Hadn't Met You

If I hadn't met you Would I be all alone? Hiding in my bedroom Living life through a phone I'm scared of everything and everyone Everything I haven't done yet My head is in its own [Pre-Chorus] I was a dreamer, but I hit my ceiling I lie awake stone-cold most evenings Hit the bleachers instead of playing 'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating Then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go on in your head And out of everybody else that I met, it's you [Chorus] You, if I didn't have you, I don't Think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you, I don't Think I'd be the same, I won't Ever let you, let you go, go [Verse 2] If I hadn't met you Would I lie through my teeth? Hiding all the rest, you Got the best part of me I'm scared of letting anybody get Close enough to have regrets I get if you wanna go [Pre-Chorus] I was a dreamer but I hit my ceiling I lie awake stone-cold most evenings Hit the bleachers instead of playing 'Cause I gave up when it got frustrating Then you find someone in your bed Who doesn't hate the things that go on in your head And out of everybody else that I met, it's you, ooh [Chorus] You, if I didn't have you, I don't Think I'd even leave my home Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you, I don't Think I'd be the same, I won't Ever let you, let you go, go [Instrumental Break] [Bridge] My bed is so tired of me All the demons in my head are lying to me There's a war between myself and who I'm tryna be Now I don't know how to function in society One, two, three medications Just so I can have a fuckin' normal conversation I sleep better when I've been sedated I'm scared of everybody else and I hate it (And I hate it) [Chorus] You, if I didn't have you, I don't (I don't) Think I'd even leave my home (My home) Wouldn't have no place to go, go You, if I didn't have you, I don't (I don't) Think I'd be the same, I won't (I won't) Ever let you, let you go, go