Up From the Bottom

Inside it feels like I've been barely breathing Feels like air is running out Inside I'm stuck here staring at a ceiling You put up to keep me down, down, down, down, down Waking up without a name Opening my eyes Knowing nothing is the same Circling around a drain As I realize that there's no one else to blame You keep me waiting, down here, so far below Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom Each time I hold my fist inside my pocket Hold my breath until I'm blue Feels like a knife pushed deep inside a socket Bristling, listening to you, you, you, you, you Waking up without a name Opening my eyes Knowing nothing's gonna change Circling around a drain As I realize that there's no one else to blame You keep me waiting, down here, so far below Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom Everybody out, that devil is coming Poison on his lips, and his words mean nothing Cruel like a mountaintop, father never loved him Mama said he's bad enough times that it sunk in Everybody out, that devil is coming Promise you the world, but he's always bluffing Before you even know it's a trap you're stuck in He's gone like a ghost, already off running You keep me waiting, down here, so far below Staring up from the bottom, up from the bottom I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go Staring up from the bottom, gotta get out of here Up from the bottom, gotta get out of here