When I Wake Up

Too much on my mind Too much on my mind Too much on my mind Too much on my La la la la la la la la la Here I am thinking again All lost in my brain But I know I should get up and get out of it I gotta keep moving But here I am lost all up inside my brain Can't stop thinking reminiscing Can't stop Can't let go But when I wake up And one day I will do it I have let you go Need everything I went through was beautiful I have let you go And everything I went through was beautiful Maybe I right now can't see the forest full of trees So lost behind hurt But I'm trying everyday exponentially To move forward you know how it feels to be lost But when I wake up Everything I went through would be beautiful When I wake up And I will wake up It's gonna be beautiful Down to my left side Feeling I could fly All day up high Sweeter than the sugar on a cinnamon treat Or an ice cream That was me But I'm feeling like I'm in a nightmare Fear of loving somebody everywhere Oh Lord I need this confirmation this affirmation That when I wake up Then I wake up Everything I went through will be beautiful When I wake up Everything I went through will be beautiful Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up Gotta wake up