Regrets

I thought about sitting on the floor in second grade I couldn't keep the pace I thought I was the only one moving in slow motion while the other kids knew something I did not but if I acted like a clown I thought it'd get me through it did, but that don't work no more you're not a kid no more I thought I'd do some travelling, never did regrets regrets I thought about the hours wasted watching TV, drinking beer I thought about the things I thought about until immobilized with fear and all the great ideas I had and how we just made fun of those who had the guts to try and fail and then I ended up in jail regrets regrets regrets regrets if for a day, it seems the police had made a computer mistake said there must be thousands like me with the same name anyway... I thought about the things I settled for or never tried I never visited my grandma even once when she was sick before she died so I don't blame you if you never come and see me here again regrets regrets regrets