Bottled Up Inside

It ain't fading Man I got to let it out Am I quitting? Screaming nothing ever come out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I hate and slide I hate and slide I take this time To let out what뭩 inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside My heart is breaking Man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out The hurt rising Soon it's going to tear my soul out It뭩 not kosher feeling like I뭢 on my way out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I hate and slide I hate and slide I'll take this time To let out what뭩 inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind You뭨e going to pay this time I'll take this time To let out what뭩 inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride. And all this hate is bottled up inside