I (Don't) Have A Problem

Hello damn we meet again Full of shame but it's okay I got a friend Guess what's better Take it out Tell ourselves we can't stop and then we laugh I got blood in my lungs I got tears in my eyes 'Til it makes me alive tried to quit so many times But I love you I need you But I hate you even when I say that I'm gonna walk away Yeah I come back 'cause I need to I don't want to yeah I say that I'm gonna walk away But here I am again Here I am again and again Girl you're not feeling so I tell myself I don't know Why am I so alone Why am I so alone I'm in love with a high and when I come down I die Say you miss me you lied Remember that's just a lie I can't put a finger on it there's no reason that I do it Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident But I love you I need you But I hate you even when I say that I'm gonna walk away Yeah I come back 'cause I need to I don't want to yeah I say that I'm gonna walk away But here I am again yeah Here I am again and again and again I love you I need you But I hate you yeah