Self Discovery

He was a smart kid It was always about Lecrae because he was the baby We knew he had something in him We never expected this though Grandma said we came From Jamaica Crossed the ocean Til we made it And my DNA test said the westside of the motherland Is where they take us From Never met my daddy side So I couldn't tell you if I'm Zulu or Xhosa Couldn't tell y’all how I be courtside Or made it this far without a cosign Of course I Struggled a lot and stayed prayed praying Unforgettable Swae Lee Swae Lee Demons Achilles KD KD Now I’m up It’s a real life And when it get real I can feel Christ Heal this branch on the family tree That was here for me Man the roots so deep Self discovery Self discover me Help uncover me Help me to understand who I’m supposed to be Not just a wannabe It's dangerous over here This is a dangerous area I seen big pain Big loss But still been big blessed All that cap Big big big big big big big big stress All y’all want big house big car big ice big checks Man I wish y’all did did did did did that less You ain’t gone be nuthin’ You daddy wasn’t You ain’t gone be I know that he always had uh Something in him My little cousin was hitting me up Man I changed all my numbers I never knew Crazy how digits were causin’ division Can’t nobody get at the revenue Seven numbers on a smartphone Equal cash had the lights on I get royalties but I got loyalties So send a bill I'll go half on Half black half unknown Are we Cherokee or seminole I got PTSD running through me from my kinfolk Stress had me going AWOL Sin got me acting Adolf I'm like aye y’all I need days off I’m depressed having brain fog It’s obvious I’m highly blessed I finally get To understand what a man is When he at his godliest To get there I was highly stretched And I was highly stressed I gotta deal with bloods and crips Calvanists and charismatics Black white red brown Y’all ain’t gon’ stress me out I seen big pain Big loss But still been big blessed All that cap Big big big big big big big big stress All yall want big house big car big ice big checks Man I wish yall did did did did did that less