No Happy Holidays

I can't believe After all this time I'm in love with a man Who can never be mine And just to think I believed one day you'd really leave Like you said you would Cause you don't love her But your little girl really needs you, oh Chorus: Christmas you weren't with me On New Year's Eve you were not around Valentine came and went Makes me wonder where your time was spent No fireworks on the Fourth of July Thanksgiving was another lie Your family has never met me And you've never met mine No happy holiday I got to let go of this feeling Being with you deprives me of true love I can't fathom living this life Without being number one This is finally goodbye I pray to God you live a happy life Cause loving you just ain't right Chorus I wish I had known The situation from the start Now it's complicated because I gave you my heart Honestly I held on For my ego, my pride But what goes around comes around But maybe next time I'll be on the other side Chorus