My Damnation

Time to take control (i control this It's harder than you know (i got to change this) Feel the muscle twitch (it's electric) When you let it go Feeling primitive (in my dark room) Pounding in my head (creeping silence) They will never know (all the secrets) Better left unsaid Always the same and I didn't know you were Taking what's mine i Can see it show through Waiting to break me 'cause everyday it's My damnation Take another step (look around me) All that i have left (taken from me) Things that could have been (are forgotten) Haunting me again Set it my own ways (never changing) Make it through the day (rearranging) Nothing more to lose (i can tell there's) Nothing more to say Always the same and I didn't know were Taking what's mine i Can see it show through Waiting to break me 'cause everyday it's My damnation Always to blame you You crucified me Leave it behind i Can't take this hating I'll make it go away And everyday it's My damnation Go ahead You throw the dirt You tried To make it hurt me Everything, everything Everything, breaking me Always the same Always to blame Always the same Over and over it's my damnation