If U Love Me Now

I could read your mind I know what you're thinking This is not what you signed up for I could pray to God But I'm not invested And you get what you pay for I've been trying to find out if anyone Feels truly happy because of all that they have done Cause I always seem to want more Provided that I can get some There's me in the corner throwing a fit Making a mess of it Don't you love me now There's me under the table hiding from my Lovers and my allies Don't you love me now It's just a hypothesis or test that I should not exist Don't you love me now There's me in the doorway telling you please You should just let me leave If you love me now I could bite my tongue Trying not to say that my love For you looks different I could bide my time Hoping I could fix it But it goes against my instincts And I've been trying to find out if anyone Feels super sure that they are deserving of someone Cause I always seem to give it up Provided that I can get some There's me in the corner throwing a fit Making a mess of it Don't you love me now There's me under the table hiding from my Lovers and my allies Don't you love me now It's just a hypothesis or test that I should not exist Don't you love me now There's me in the doorway telling you please You should just let me leave If you love me now It's just a hypothesis or test that I should not exist Don't you love me now There's me in the doorway telling you please You should just let me leave If you love me now