feel like shit

Usually never cry at all I would say I'm pretty tough But it's been a couple weeks now and I still feel stuck in my lungs And usually I go out on nights And not think of you once But if they start playin' that song I can't help but to think about us oh oh Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part When I pulled myself out of your arms Wish I knew that was only the start And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause Last night for the very first time You didn't even try to call Oh I I won't lie I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all And maybe I'll get used to it Ah ah ah ah ah But right now I just feel like shit Ah ah ah ah ah Oh oh So I kissed somebody else Just to see how it felt But all that was goin' through my brain Was your hands around my waist You know how to do it so well Really thought I was done with the hardest part When I pulled myself out of your arms Wish I knew that was only the start And now I'm fallin' apart 'cause Last night for the very first time You didn't even try to call Didn't even try to call Oh I I won't lie I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all And maybe I'll get used to it Ah ah ah ah ah But right now I just feel like shit Ah ah ah ah ah Oh oh Now if I get a little too drunk I start thinkin' What if you were the one I know that the damage is done done And I still have the shirt that you wore When we first met It's there on the floor I might kick it under the bed Hopin' that I could forget that Last night for the very first time You didn't even try to call Oh I I won't lie I thought I might die I couldn't even sleep at all At all And maybe I'll get used to it Ah ah ah ah ah But right now I just feel like shit Ah ah ah ah ah Oh oh Used to it Feel like shit