Happier Than Ever

When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do mm-mm Do you read my interviews Or do you skip my avenue When you said that you were passin' through Was I even on your way I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was tellin' you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you madе me miserable So if you rеally wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again drunk in your Benz Drivin' home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wastin' my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends I don't relate to you No I don't relate to you 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty I get it you hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing you were my everything And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut 'em all out for you just like a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fuckin' leave me alone And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad Yeah Just leave me alone 'Cause that shit's embarrassing you were my everything And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad Oh oh Leave me alone