Control

I'm not used to saying this out loud So why do I feel so free? Didn't know this piece of hell That's peekin' through my heaven Would comfort me [Verse 1] I'm not used to losing my mind But its pieces put me at peace For months I'm okay with not knowing where I'm going It liberates me [Chorus] I think I've lost control Oh, oh, ah, ah I've lost it all Oh, oh, ah, mm mm, mm mm [Verse 2] I don't want to live here forever But something 'bout this moment feels so right Almost like the second chances start over Just this one time, cause this time [Chorus] I think I've lost control, control Oh, oh, ah, ah And I want to lose it all Oh, oh, ah, mm mm, mm mm [Outro] I'm not used to saying this out loud So why do I feel so free