prom dress

I'm nearing the end of my fourth year I feel like I've been lacking crying too many tears Everyone seemed to say it was so great But did I miss out Was it a huge mistake I can't help the fact I like to be alone It might sound kinda sad but that's just what I seem to know I tend to handle things usually by myself And I can't ever seem to try and ask for help I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down feelings are all around How did I get here I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run I keep collections of masks upon my wall To try and stop myself from revealing it all Affecting others is the last thing I would do I keep to myself though I want to break through I hold so many small regrets And what-ifs down inside my head Some confidence it couldn't hurt me My demeanor is often misread I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down feelings are all around How did I get here I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run I'm sitting here crying in my prom dress I'd be the prom queen if crying was a contest Make-up is running down feelings are all around How did I get here I need to know I guess I maybe had a couple expectations Thought I'd get to them but no I didn't I guess I thought that prom was gonna be fun But now I'm sitting on the floor and all I wanna do is run All I wanna do is run