Panic

Today is going to be easy Today 'cause you're not around I'll leave off my makeup I'll sleep in my bed To pass all the time by Today 'cause you're not around Today you won't be around I concentrate on empty spaces A passive pondering of blackness Sit down shut up controled obsessions Your absence, it exhausts me Oh I always panic when I'm left Oh I always panic when I'm left Today I feel destructive Today who cares about myself I'll live in denial And I'll beat up my head And I'll eat all the chocolate Today 'cause you're not around Today you won't be around I can't control my feelings I sip on dreams and choke on real things Detatch myself of preservation I struggle to to not want you Oh and it's panic when I'm left Oh is it healthy that we met The fears start coming when I forget I always panic Today is gonna be simple Today 'cause you're not around My heart will go lazy No one to impress No smile is required Today 'cause you're not around Today you won't be around