Backlash & Vinegar

I carved a hole in the sun Black edges Easy to get lost in there Easy to get lost out there I found myself underweight Trying to fill the gaps To stop the draft Where the hope escapes Pre-Chorus I gotta hold myself better Fold out just like a map of a mountain Be the upsetter And let these bridges burn Chorus So take it back That I'm lacking anything Saying it might make it easier But it's backlash and vinegar I'm just a being, being Wondering if that's even feasible And if it's unreasonable To feel Verse 2 I starved my soul of the one Thing that now I see I should've had I just repeated 'Til I went mad And this body knows What this body never shows Just leave it to guessing Pre-Chorus 2 I should write you a letter Hold out up until the final chapter Be the successor And watch this spectre burn Chorus So take it back That I'm lacking anything Saying it might make it easier But it's backlash and vinegar I'm just a being, being Wondering if that's even feasible And if it's unreasonable To feel