Terrified

Everyday I wake up in the seam Somewhere in the middle between Screamin' out in ecstasy And breakin' down in misery ha And even though I'm trying my best I'm a little out of my depths Freak out at the smallest things Scared of fuckin' everything And they say that I should enjoy the ride But I'm terrified When I gotta be honest be honest I'm terrified Don't know if I've ever I've never Been up this high And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin' when I say I'm fine I'm puttin' my hands up like Oh fuck I'm terrified Oh oh oh I'm terrified Oh oh oh I'm terrified Now I'm even scared of my bed Don't wanna be alone in my head Dreamin' of the tragedy So alone time is bad for me So I end up gettin' all drunk 'Til I don't even know what I've done Pour me up another please Poison my anxieties And they say that I should enjoy the ride But I'm terrified When I gotta be honest be honest I'm terrified Don't know if I've ever I've never Been up this high And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin' when I say I'm fine I'm puttin' my hands up like Oh fuck I'm terrified Oh oh oh I'm terrified Oh oh oh I'm terrified I'm puttin' my hands up like Oh fuck I'm terrified And they say that I should enjoy the ride Losin' my mind and I don't know why But I'm terrified When I gotta be honest be honest I'm terrified Don't know if I've ever I've never Been up this high And I'm tryin' but I'm lyin' when I say I'm fine I'm puttin' my hands up like Oh fuck I'm terrified Oh oh oh I'm terrified No no no Oh oh oh I'm terrified No no no no oh Oh oh oh I'm puttin' my hands up like Oh fuck I'm terrified