30 Days

30 days till Christmas and all I know Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year I have so much to show One more month and all I need Is a sign from you, that you think of me If you don't, then please just say so Cause all I do, is think of you And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me But I've got a gift, you see I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice Of all the things you've done in my life Then I'll send it your way So you see why I love you Who would've thought that someone like me Could've fallen in love so easily I know that you know that I know what I want I know I can't have it but give it a thought I know that it sounds crazy, baby But all I do is think of you It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me But I've got a gift, you see I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice Of all the things you've done in my life Then I'll send it your way So you see why I love Everything you throw my way I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame That I came all this way, with so much to say But all that came out was happy holiday A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed Somebody to love a place to lay my head But I got 30 days and I'ma make them count Cause I can't call it Christmas without someone to smile about