Nightmare

Every day that I wake up I wake up in a nightmare Every day that I wake up I can never see quite clear When I look at my surroundings And everybody still doubts me I wanna live to hear a crowd sing All my lyrics so loudly I miss the time when we would all get together I guess it's fine, but I really wish that we were better Real talk, sipping drinks without all the pressure Now everybody needs to think about posting whatever And people ask how I'm doing, I've never been better That's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter How come we all continue forcing out all this pressure I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures Chorus I need my space now So I can feel nothing I live this nightmare So I can be something I do what I love And hope you will love me I face this nightmare No, I am not running Verse 2 I'm scared of being rich I'm scared of being poor I'm scared of being lonely But I'm scared of being bored Sometimes I get really angry And I don't know why Sometimes I really do hate me Can't even pick my own side, yeah What is even going on Why the hell do I even write songs What the hell am I doing here, man I guess I don't understand a thing, damn Yeah, but maybe ignorance is bliss Yo, I'd rather lay in the abyss Than be aware of what I missed Especially if I quit Yeah, they say that hell is your last day When you see what you could've became That day would drive me insane So I intend on staying my lane Yeah, I picked a path and I picked the pain Yeah, I want it bad, that won't ever change Yeah, sometimes I'm mad, sometimes I'm okay Yeah, I know I'll have what I want someday Chorus I need my space now So I can feel nothing I live this nightmare So I can be something I do what I love And hope you will love me I face this nightmare No, I am not running Verse 3 And it's hard to be okay When everything has changed Yeah, it's hard to be okay When I can see everything The best part of everyone's day Is on my iPhone, on display No matter what I do, can't get away This isn't healthy, I don't feel the same Yo, and destiny is a weird thing Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe Yeah, that everything is out of your hands It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry Uh, don't let your vision be blurry Yeah, lock in to your journey Yo, and you can start real early You can be thirteen or you could be thirty Uh, but it's your life to live, yeah Yeah, so what you got to give, huh Uh, you better get after it Don't you dare quit, don't you dare kid You got dreams Then you're like me So try like me, so fight like me Take a hold of your life and thrive like me So you can put the nightmares to sleep like me