Long Time Friends

Another little abuse, another pointless excuse Another joke that's not to laugh at Another day, feeling like I don't belong I really don't, belong So, I end another day, feeling totally betrayed Say hello to anger, did you miss me I know it so well, like a long time friend Who smiles while poisoning me And I don't know, if they still love me And I don't know, if they still care But all I really know, is I, am sorry I let you let me grow, so underprepared I'm pulling at the root to tear you off me To see if I'll have something left And even if it means, I'm starting over And everything I made with you means nothing Chorus Well that doesn't matter I'm alone and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter Verse 2 Another thing to remake, another patient mistake Another self humiliation A better day, happy that I won't belong Does anyone, belong So, I end a lonely day feeling totally okay Wave goodbye to anger, will you miss me I knew it so well, like a long time friend We'll never be friends again I don't really know, if they, still love me And I don't know, if they still care But all I really know, is I'm, not sorry 'Cause I am on my own, with no one there So make me feel alone when they are with me It sounds insane, but au contraire I'm cutting off the parts, that kill, the body Because they never played me fair and square Chorus And I feel fucking awesome I'm alone, and I'm free 'Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So, I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter Instrumental Bridge I don't really think, about your love now And I don't think, that I still care I know without a doubt, if you, could see me I would ruin your week, your month, your year 'Cause you don't have a victim you can poison So now the poison's all you have I'm living a new life, and don't regret it And you just have the memory Bet you'll never forget it Chorus Because now I'm alone and I'm free Cause there's nothing really wrong with me And I know it doesn't matter No matter what they tell me Done living for someone else's time On someone else's dime So I'm drawing my line in the sand 'Cause I know it doesn't matter Do they even know what love is Yeah, I know it doesn't matter Are they growing tired of this Yeah, I know it doesn't matter On my own I'll float above this Outro And I don't really know