Push You Away

This bed is just an island where it doesn't have you Roll over seven times and there will still be tons of room Alarm is going off choking coughing spit the reasons why you won't call me back I got a Clue This is crazy did I just get lazy Figured it was fine finally hear you say I'm out see you later Blows my mind I need a shrink just to tell me what I think but I already know the answer to that one I won't know just when you faded Count the times how long I waited for this moment to arrive I push you away I push you away I push you away Now You're gone You're Gone You're Gone I push you away I push you away I push you away For so long So Long So Long You're looking better more than ever oh How can it be I'm feelin from the pity I've been giving me I'm getting emails from my friends all saying What's the deal You can't just act normal like it never happened I took your toothbrush off the sink and then I put it back I rearranged the closets manics swinging from the racks I've always hated that your shoes smell like tennis balls but now I kinda really miss it I won't know just when you faded Count the times how long I waited for this moment to arrive I push you away I push you away I push you away Now You're gone You're Gone You're Gone I push you away I push you away I push you away For so long So Long So Long I thought I could do this I thought I was strong To pick up the pieces of where we belong I push You away I push you away Now You're gone I know I said That you don't own me just leave me alone I'm lonely I wish you'd never listen to me Yeah Yeahhhh I push you away I push you away I push you away Now You're gone You're Gone You're Gone I push you away I push you away I push you away For so long So Long So Long I thought I could do this I thought I was strong To pick up the pieces of where we belong I push You away I push you away Now You're gone