Zzyzx Rd. (Acoustic)

I don't know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee My body's curled in a U shape I put on my best, but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies and promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe it's time I saw the world I'm only here for awhile But patience is not my style And I'm so tired that I got to go What am I supposed to hide now What am I supposed to do Did you really think I wouldn't see this through Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I get to go home in one week, but I'm leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm ready to die in obscurity 'Cause I'm so tired that I got to go Where am I supposed to hide now What am I supposed to do You still don't think I'm going see this through Tell me I'm a part of history Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go