Good Enough

Out of focus out of focus I don't call nobody notice nobody know this I'm invisible even to myself On my mattress on my mattress My only friends are dust and ashes blunts and matches It's a ritual but it don't help I push everyone away Before they can runaway I'm not gonna let you see Everything underneath I put up a thousand walls so I don't get hurt no more All you get is what you see This ain't no apology I don't think I'll ever be good enough I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home I don't think I'll ever be good enough Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home With the lights off with the lights off I don't have to see the things i'm terrified of I'm invisible keep it to myself Keep it to myself keep it to myself baby TV's on but I ain't watching I just trying to fill the silence while I lie here And it's a ritual It's a ritual but it don't help I put up a thousand walls so I don't get hurt no more All you get is what you see This ain't no apology I don't think I'll ever be good enough I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home I don't think I'll ever be good enough Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home Please Don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home Please Don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home Please Don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home I don't think I'll ever be good enough I don't think I'm ever gonna find someone Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home I don't think I'll ever be good enough Voices in my head wish I could turn 'em off Don't you leave me alone Won't you carry me home Please Don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home Please Don't leave me alone Won't you carry me home